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Saturday, 29 December 2012

/// बेहतर ही हे में न रहू ///

देखा था एक सपना मेने भी ...
कुछ बनने का 
कुछ कर गुजरने का ....
 की एक दिन कुछ बन जाउंगी ...
और फिर ये दुनिया बदल जाएगी।।।

पर आज आवाज़ थम गई ...
और वो बुरा सपना मेरी हकीकत बन गई ...

जिस दर्द से 
तुम्हारी रूह सहम गई  
उस दर्द को मेने सहा हे ...
जिसे देख 
तुम्हारी आखे नम हुई 
उसे मेने जिया हे ...

साहस ..  हिम्मत .. और ताकत से 
मेने लड़ाई लड़ना चाही 
पर आज उस दरिंदगी से में हार गई 
और शर्म से मेरी सांसे 
तार - तार हुई ...

अब सुकून की क्या आस करू///
बेहतर ही हे में न रहू///
ज़िन्दगी से बेहतर मौत ही सही///
शायद मिल जाये मुझे वजूद वही///

(A Tribute to DAMINI )

~नूपुर ~

Friday, 28 December 2012

काश !!

ये जो जज़्बात हे इन्हें ,,
शब्द बयाँ कर नहीं सकते ...
हर बात को कहा जाये,, ये ज़रूरी हे
बिन कहे क्यों इन्हें समझ नहीं सकते ??

ऐसे तो लिख दिया यहाँ
जो कभी किसी से कहा नहीं ...
पर उन बातो का क्या करू
जिन्हें बयां भी नहीं कर सकते ??

हे तो कई दोस्त ऐसे 
जो हे हमराज़ मेरे ...लेकिन कोई बतला दे मुझे
हो जो कोई उपाय अगर
आखिर क्यों वो दोस्त इन जज़बातो को पहचान नहीं सकते  ??

कितना अच्छा होता
जो इनकी भी ज़ुबान होती ...
क्यूंकि सच तो यही हे
कुछ बाते किसी को समझा नहीं सकते !!


Friday, 21 December 2012

Purest Bond. . . A short story :)

One of my stories from Jayesh's Blog

C'mon kids; come down stairs we are getting late for the school. . .
They are twins, a boy and a girl. They got in the car & mom dropped them, and they reached school just 3 minutes earlier, when the gate was supposed to be closed. . .
 A couple of words they shared with mom,, as she wont be able to pick them back today, after the school so they have to manage with the neighbors aunt to come back home.. And finally they kissed their mom and had a good bye!!
They both went in their respective classes, as they were in different sections.

Some hours latter. . . .
                       The bell rang for the break, and he came out to approach her in the play ground, at the place where they use to have their lunch together,daily. Strange.....where is she?? All her friends were out only she was missing in them.
What happened to her??
 Why she is not out today??
There had been times, when he was late to come to play ground but she use to be on time always!!
Where is she....... ohhh GOD???

And many several questions were kicking in his mind,, friends- class teacher, nobody knows where is she??
He ran upstairs in a single breathe, to look her in the class room...and here she is...thank GOD!!
But, what happened??
Her face was red, and it seems to be if she'd cried for a long??

What happened?? He asked while wiping out her tears, kissed her, hugged her to make his sis. alright.... But she continued crying??
Can you please tell me, what is the reason behind your cry??
Somebody broke my water bottle, my brother :( , it was my favorite among all mamma had bought for me. (She loves tweety a lot, and the water bottle had a sticker with the moods of tweety- the cartoon character.)

I'll bring you another one, please don't cry my dolly. I can't see you cry. Though, at times I fight with you but this takes my heart away. Believe me, I'll bring a new water bottle before the day ends.
Yes,, I do my lil'sis.
And they had there lunch, and came home latter in the evening. Changed dress & had some snacks and this was the time to play.

Hurreeeeyyyyyy,, He shouted!!
You go my bro.. I'm not feeling well today. I'll stay at home.
Do you really think,, I'll go out with friends while leaving you alone here??

But, my water bottle broke down today :( :( she shouted...
(And tears again busted out from her eyes,, this time louder than before).
 He was successful to make her alright somehow, and took an excuse from her & went out.... and he was back again in a while with a bag, and an appearance of something in it.

He took her hand and said- come with me.....
But where are we going??
That's none of your business... my cutie piee.... Juz come with me....

They locked the house, he took his bicycle out and asked her to sit behind.
Where are we going, brother??
It's a surprise for you, just sit with me and I'll bring your happiness back....
And he started, but they are not moving on the way to playground???

Bhaiyya, we are on the wrong track. The play ground was on the right hand and you took a left.
He didn't answered anything this time, and she can read his mind that something was going on, in it!! 
He stopped in front of a shop, parked his bicycle there.... she was quite, and very surprised. He went inside and she kept following him.

He opened his bag, took his Piggy bank  out and placed it in front of the shopkeeper.
His eyes moved around and locked in a while.... He pointed his finger on the same water bottle, and asked the shopkeeper if he can buy it..with all he had in his piggy bank??
The shopkeeper returned the piggy bank to the boy after taking the amount of water bottle.

He turned around. she was quite still??
He stepped forward and before he could say anything she hugged him tightly.... This time tears have a miracle in them, as some thing magical happened to her.

(Still holding him tightly.)
I know you've collected all this coins to bring a new toy car, and you sacrificed your happiness to see me smile :) . This was the best thing someone ever did for me.
And she moved a little back to kiss him,, But what she saw was ironical. This time he was crying louder than her and before she could understand anything he said-

I can't see tears in your eyes, you are the best gift GOD had blessed me with. You have shared all my joys & sorrows either it was the first day of school or when mom shouted on me, when we returned home late after playing. You were with me every moment, you are my best friend, my dolly.
And it hurts me a lot when i see you cry. I can do anything to see this cute smile on your face.... :) And she hugged him back again....

And they went back home, with all tears replaced with joy they shared some moments before...

Some Relations can never be replaced........ They get stronger, by the warmth of every time they stay together......

Thank you.... GOD,, that you've blessed me with an elder brother.... & Thank him too..... for every time he supported,, wiped my tears and helped me to bring my smile back.... :)


Monday, 17 December 2012

The Secret Follower!!

Our world surrounds with different mentalities... different opinions!!

Definitely a few love us from the bottom of their heart, they care for us to that extent we could never know. They believe in us more than one self, and though they have done this for us in-numerous times but never expressed.... There words expresses the true felling in their heart... and hats off to those personalities.

But every coin has two faces, if one is good definitely the other would be bad!!

I'm talking about those personalities, who have a true belief in us!!
You might be thinking, of what I'm talking about??
But if I'm wrong... then there are some questions arose in my mind... 
If people hate us?? 
If they think we are mad?? 
If they don't believe in us??
Then why do they keep on talking about us??

I mean if one is your opponent, how can the one keep an eye upon you all the time??
What you are doing, what you are not??

I guess,, Such kind of people are actually not the one who don't believe in you. The truth is they have such a strong belief in you that your loved ones do not have??
I can justify myself by saying, that they have full faith in our ideas, that is the only reason why they keep on comparing themselves with us. Our single step drop an effect on them, they keep following us. They start working in the same manner, we use to work.

Then why do they talk,behind our back??
Why do they keep on discussing about us??
And why cant they resist themselves,, by letting the world know, what we are doing these days?

The reason is simple... Because they are the true follower, who follow you secretly!!
Knowingly or unknowingly,, they want to become like us, that's why we always have a strong impact in their lives. But they can not digest the fact, that they are really not like us. 
They start complaining, and deny on our every deed.
But they are the true prompters, because they keep on promoting us with every time they talk with someone!! :D :D

I wanna thank them, by dedicating this post.... and feeling good after sharing this to my readers. Because definitely all of us, have A SECRET FOLLOWER behind us.


Sunday, 16 December 2012


Aww...If any of you have predicted something wrong on reading the tittle of this post let me clear it first,, That's actually not a description of my status.

But it is something that make me think for a long-long hours at times. For every time .... any of my buddies get committed I feel that a part of me is now going to be lost. Its not like that I am worried of loosing the person, I believe "If somebody is mine, he / she will remain always... No matter whatever the conditions, time make us to face". But the thing is whenever somebody gets committed, they actually give all the rights to their partners and I guess that is quite natural. They spend time with each other and keep promising to be together always..... 
My thoughts strike in my mind again and again and I think of the times when we used to celebrate every small moment, but it is next to impossible to think of it again.... Although they are mine... I call them friends, but still I can say that a part of me that use to reside in my friend is now committed. 
Should I feel happy?? Or should I  complain? 
Coz. . . Either I accept it or not the truth is that I am one step down to the priority, I once had in their life.
Many of them will call me after reading this, many will make me understand... But I can deny on there explanations... And Below is the proof I have with me to favor myself....
Just before I started writing this post, I called one of my bestie...  
And the response i got is... The number you have dialed is currently busy,  Please stay on the line or call latter!! :D :D
And finally I disconnected!! :( :(


Thursday, 6 December 2012

Lines From A Friend's Diary....

This time lets us step back some years,and get 

into the precious time called 


This are the lines from my friend's diary....

Chocolates on the tree, blossoms on the sea.

I am wondering because everything was free.

Nature everywhere and rainbow above my 


“Dance with me and play with me”, little 

Squirrel said.

I was still wondering, where am I?

Stars are on the ground and elephants can fly.

I was happy, as there was no school,

Tension of home work war no more, I was 

feeling very cool.

Now it was the time for lunch, I need

 chocolates to crunch.

Near me I saw a chocolate tree, I was happy as 

everything was free.

I kicked the tree so that chocolate would fall.

But it didn't happen as the tree was hard and 

I thought that the tree was haunted, but that 

was not what I wanted.

I opened my eyes Oh it was the Dream,

Like snatched from my mouth spoon full of ice 


I was kicking my brother’s knee not the 

chocolate tree,

I wish it could be real and I slept again as on 

the clock it was am 3.